Happy father day.
Only a man with great sense of mind would know how to resolve
a tension and be place of mind at the time of need a dog on a bed and time a place, placed between a heart broken. It comes back and heart felt, A short moment when there is a need.
Like Shadow of doubt, a world is unfold by gesture where a small being can change the world and I am no where in that place that I look to some of the small dogs as much as those who intinidate me. Moved by the place where I’m not certaain but placed as human being.
Uncertain any time I am going to put my place of the pencil of my hand, my cursor from a mouse and what I can say wondering if what I’m writing is right.
My heart I am still standing with a place where my father is alive and I am able to learn from what he was a place to teach me from his choice of movies and what moves him.
An envy I had for men who take the field where I can’t run from injury all my life when I was just young. It burns me thru to know all I can do is lift things and if I can do that.
I keep it in me to keep that ground and if a cable breaks if I tested myself, if a log is pulled up it is guarded and if I come up from there with all my fingers.
My uncles would be happy I would like to think.
At the end of the day my paintings and prints are on my fathers wall and I am making work to represent the community I am born into.
This life is bigger from his extension and that cable may break but I put myself back together in time. I’ve slept in the woods to get a log when my dad was out on the road going to play ball and feel alive.
A time came when I felt known by our people and driving my grandmother home when the sun was coming up, She said something about Elvis and I told her it wasnt that and I cant for the life of me dig it out of me.
We argued for 10 minutes maybe but when we got to Boeing field we would talk again.
Hello, World!
my father is the mad he is and his challenges have passed onto me but make me bigger for all this time is worth, I am still in rememberance of that song I was silent with my grandmother on the radio and it gave me great humility.