It hurts to be outside the hall, uninvited.
Knowing a party is held where people are dancing and engaging a place you don’t have invitation where you’d hoped you wanted so. Walk the beach or the streets to kick some rocks.
Or put your worth into weaving or writing.
The swelling of a heart that is in you is unconventional and uncontainable. Some of the greatest work I did from my point of view came from those times of long, where my friends were off having fun and I was tasked to do what I do.
I don’t expand because, well, my mentors and I have what we have and it’s a place only we can understand. In travels even on plane to do work, I rely on the notion of making a phone call to Greg Colfax that changed my life.
Nuance is a place I’ve valued from this mentorship for many years.
From my heart to my master this is handed over from my hand of distance only place we can understand. Bunny kept the work alive yes?
world of imagination you gifted me. a white rabbit. Purpose and protection. Gifting Thorns around me to learn a wealth of knowledge I want you to know is not forgotten.
Iron in my throat driving to be a driver to earn my place in the world and make you understand we are doing all we can not what we cannot.
A narrow escape I’ve made, and a place of debt I wouldn’t trade for the world. If I had pursued music I would have been washed up and acting the same.
In this journey I can observe and keep young doctor work alive and know the paddle I have is one only I own and no award will be above this.